life has been mundane. talked to all four. one was as usual very far and still beating. another very near but yet far with others. the other came to me like "what?". the enthuness was a shocking. and the last was,is, idk. feeling the same stuff? SUCKY. like how cfc and me feel, like how come we give more than we receive( selfish i know) i dont normally feel that way but for the past few days idk i'm mad? i'm not directly mad over something or in particular with anyone but i just feel like that. expecting attention and not getting it? and if i dont get, i drift away and umm avoid and yes my replies get mundane and sent with lesser smilies, cfc and ashley. this is getting you no where, lavan.