i have got few minutes. so i 'll say these few things. 1)The Da vinci Code is a hellaouta of a book. I adore it. Fab! 2) i love eng remedial the way it was today.nice. 3) i miss the malaysian people. 4) I have a chalet coming up from thursday to monday. Yeah! 5) and i love my life just the way it is right now.Nicey Nice. Wonder how arsalan is back there. : ) leaving mrs vaziri here all alone.haha

i just attended a funeral and i lost hald of my life. Shes just so young.32? so much more to go on with. And the kids are so small. i just couldnt take it. So unfair. Life is really so unpredictable.

why does HE have to do this? taking away the lives of the people i LOVE & Care about? Its so bloody unfair.

New template this is a song stuck on my head all day oh and the song "My Boo" by usher and alicia keys. Rob thomas is hot. I have liked his voice since his song Smooth with Carlos Santana.Totally Hot.I dedicate this song to my current sugar. : ) "Lonely No More" Now it seems to me That you know just what to say Words are only words Can you show me something else Can you swear to me that you'll always be this way Show me how you feel More than ever baby [Chorus:] I don't wanna be lonely no more I don't wanna have to pay for this I don't want to know the lover at my door Is just another heartache on my list I don't wanna be angry no more You know I could never stand for this So when you tell me that you love me know for sure I don't want to be lonely anymore Now its hard for me with my heart still on the mend Open up to me, like you do your girlfriendsA nd you sing to me and it's harmony Girl, what you do to me is everything Make me say anything; just to get you back again Why can we just try [Chorus:] I don't wanna be lonely no moreI don't wanna have to pay for thisI don't want to know the lover at my door Is just another heartache on my list I don't wanna be angry no more You know I could never stand for this So when you tell me that you love me know for sure I don't want to be lonely anymore What if I was good to you, what if you were good to me What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me What if it was paradise, what if we were symphonies What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you [Chorus:] I don't wanna be lonely no more I don't wanna have to pay for this I don't want to know the lover at my doorI s just another heartache on my list I don't wanna be angry no more You know I could never stand for this So when you tell me that you love me know for sure I don't want to be lonely anymoreI don't wanna be lonely anymore [x3]

New template this is a song stuck on my head all day oh and the song "My Boo" by usher and alicia keys. Rob thomas is hot. I have liked his voice since his song Smooth with Carlos Santana.Totally Hot.I dedicate this song to my current sugar. : ) "Lonely No More" Now it seems to me That you know just what to say Words are only words Can you show me something else Can you swear to me that you'll always be this way Show me how you feel More than ever baby [Chorus:] I don't wanna be lonely no more I don't wanna have to pay for this I don't want to know the lover at my door Is just another heartache on my list I don't wanna be angry no more You know I could never stand for this So when you tell me that you love me know for sure I don't want to be lonely anymore Now its hard for me with my heart still on the mend Open up to me, like you do your girlfriendsA nd you sing to me and it's harmony Girl, what you do to me is everything Make me say anything; just to get you back again Why can we just try [Chorus:] I don't wanna be lonely no moreI don't wanna have to pay for thisI don't want to know the lover at my door Is just another heartache on my list I don't wanna be angry no more You know I could never stand for this So when you tell me that you love me know for sure I don't want to be lonely anymore What if I was good to you, what if you were good to me What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me What if it was paradise, what if we were symphonies What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you [Chorus:] I don't wanna be lonely no more I don't wanna have to pay for this I don't want to know the lover at my doorI s just another heartache on my list I don't wanna be angry no more You know I could never stand for this So when you tell me that you love me know for sure I don't want to be lonely anymoreI don't wanna be lonely anymore [x3]

New template this is a song stuck on my head all day oh and the song "My Boo" by usher and alicia keys. Rob thomas is hot. I have liked his voice since his song Smooth with Carlos Santana.Totally Hot.I dedicate this song to my current sugar. : ) "Lonely No More" Now it seems to me That you know just what to say Words are only words Can you show me something else Can you swear to me that you'll always be this way Show me how you feel More than ever baby [Chorus:] I don't wanna be lonely no more I don't wanna have to pay for this I don't want to know the lover at my door Is just another heartache on my list I don't wanna be angry no more You know I could never stand for this So when you tell me that you love me know for sure I don't want to be lonely anymore Now its hard for me with my heart still on the mend Open up to me, like you do your girlfriendsA nd you sing to me and it's harmony Girl, what you do to me is everything Make me say anything; just to get you back again Why can we just try [Chorus:] I don't wanna be lonely no moreI don't wanna have to pay for thisI don't want to know the lover at my door Is just another heartache on my list I don't wanna be angry no more You know I could never stand for this So when you tell me that you love me know for sure I don't want to be lonely anymore What if I was good to you, what if you were good to me What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me What if it was paradise, what if we were symphonies What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you [Chorus:] I don't wanna be lonely no more I don't wanna have to pay for this I don't want to know the lover at my doorI s just another heartache on my list I don't wanna be angry no more You know I could never stand for this So when you tell me that you love me know for sure I don't want to be lonely anymoreI don't wanna be lonely anymore [x3]

tho i did okayishly well for paper 1, paper 2 was a total disaster.total turnover. and he was such a sweetie today really. just the smile.It sends electric signals to my heart and i get electrified. @_@ so what if hes a just "a short little fart" well thats what he said. You are , sugar? I didnt think so. : )

ok i didnt flung anything so far and i got a freakin 21 for my essay! Holyshit.i mean like above 20. Thats a first. : ) and we caught each other's eye again. well actually he turned and pretended not to look at me when i caught his gaze. naughty playing peek-a-boo. sometimes i really cant understand him. but he is a sweet guy and 143! guess what that means people. : ) happy birthday jenny darling. Its your birthday tomorrow. : ) love you actress.muah

lavvy, Why does everything go wrong..? Why are my feelings for you so strong..? Why can't you feel the way as I do..? Why can't you just love me too..? Why can't I just forget..? I still love you since the first time we met.. - Arsalan

your smile just makes my heart melt.Period. and yay i didn't flung my Chem! woho

Part 1 heyhey that's Jennie and Julie Larsson. The -thai-meets-swede- sisters. Happy advanced birhtday wishes girls. The one on the left is Jennie and on the right,Julie. Jennies birthday is on the 17th of may and julies on the 11th of may. I miss you larssies. : ) Part 2 happy mother's day to my mum! You are the best!mum! having a little celebration at home. I love you. Part 3 I think I screwed up my essay paper that day. New stuff has been happening in school. Well something special happened on Wednesday, the 4th of May. I will never forget that day. The moment of truth and the day we had been waiting for. Well actually it was me. My heart doesnt feel the same way as my mind thinks I should. And he definitely failed to understand why. Well one day, I really hope he does. Knowing him, he will but it will take him some time. I know I have rambled on and on about a lot of guys. But this is the first time, I feel…. Real? I don’t know. I have just failed to see the man all along. He talks to me, listens to me, makes me laugh, waits for me after school. He did all of this. And all this didnt get into my thick skull until Tuesday. I was just so happy. I am feeling this after a very long time. And I am happy that its him that I am feeling about and not anybody else. Including the someone he wants me to feel about.( he’s cute Lavanya(btw i love the way calls me,theres an edge to it)! Like him! Why me?) No way man. Its you I feel for and theres nothing quite unsure about that!

happy birthday!

happy birthday davidbecks! heck whatever the world says 'cos you are still my man! bollocks to them! haha. : )