Anger is an element in you. You just can't dispose it You and I are the same in so many different ways. we have different pasts what lies ahead we will never know. I battle your fears as you battle mine You are always there for me I ill always be there for you thriigh hard times and the easy ones we are always there there for each other confiding our secrets within each others soul.

anger is an element in you.You can't dispose it.

well i am certainly inevitably angry with this someone. lets name this someone "d". I actually have happy news for "d". i wanted to tell "d" the minute i got the happy news but hey "d" got me angry by not doing something "d" promised. ATleast "d" could have told me.i was waiting actually. Himbo had already told me but i wanted you hear it from you "d". you know who you are"d", right darling?/sweetheart?/all the nicest words in the world? you could have atleast told me serene... That was what pissed me off really. i was waiting but you just left with the rest w/o saying anything. but anyhow we won the debate against Balestier Hill sec sch. I don't even know how we won? i was just sooo verryyy shocked when i heard the Judicator saying, " and obviously it was a desicion of 2 to one. " Then the magic words.... " The opposition team won". I mean like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i totally wasn't expecting this. Totally.

Birthday =)

Oh man in the morning i was feeling kinda down. not really excited but not elated as well? but hey everything changed after i went to school. so many people started wishing me. even people whom i don't really know. wow! So many presents! ZHOU JIE LUN VCD. OMG I'm bouncin'. haha lalallaaa. serene was so pretty up on the podium. So pretttttyyyy! this is what people got me. Lydia- A cookie. self-made and baked with my name! Prevena(my sister)- gave me this key chain thingie with "akka" on it which means sister. Lay hwee- A dog soft toy aka serene.(ha!) Ming Yi and Yuan fang- a ZHOU JIE LUN VCD. >.< Serene and vanessa- A test tube with my name. Serena- A rose. Jerry - a set of earrings chocalate and straberry biscuit Leia larllink- a wonderful card mdm Ang- SNICKERS chocolate. Miss ong- wished me and tagged my blog! yay A1 defo for you kanchanah( my other sis)- she gave a book! not any book.Jacelyn tay's book!!!!!!!!!!!! yeh mum and dad- A totally funkadellic pink hotie watch.So my type =) Mr HOn- a "OOOOOooH" ride back home.So manly and gentlemanly.=) mum says: this is an expensive birthday for you lavanya. On your part. WOW. =) we evenb had water fight. leia got wet. she went like. " its not even my birthday!" =) haha and babi? I love you! i am gonna see u soon with him i suppose! yes =) if everyday was like that, i would be so happy =)

Its a party . hasta la Fiesta. ITS my DAy Fiesta la vario. =) I'm the queen tomorrow. Yipeedidoooo.

more sugar for you?

My b i r t h d a y is coming.~wee. common test is coming. and for once i am confident 'bout my geography and my s.s. Yes. especially geography, I love it this year more than social studies. A-math rocks man. currently my favourite subject is GEOGRAPHY. and i will go to the extend of doing anything for miss ong to continue teaching us. 'cos i love her innit? She's such fun and loving teacher. would i want to sub her for "awwwwwwwwwwwwww"? No way.

sexy mama..Usch!

isn't my template so verrry nice? Isn't my Beckham so veryy sexy? I'm lovin' it. =)

wow i love those pics so funkadelic the birthday thingie went on well xcept that he wasn't really in a good mood dont know why. man... today was exceptionally nice i enjoyed math actually and someone's obsessed with john*...

I think I am gonna teach you guys a bit of Swedish through each of my posts. It will be fun and interactive. Ask if you want to know any translation. I’m here. =) Translation for some of the words in this para are found below. Wow been really tired lately. Valentines day was such a nicey dicey. I got letters and chokolats.( Swedish) =) I was very happy. But I missed my friend idag.. I wanted to see him But he’s at home. He’s got some ben injury. Poor Sod. Jerry is really a nice guy. Wow w very good honkie. Bleah. We are going to have a Bra[ ( Swedish) uh oh not what you think nah nothing kinky.] Time in skolan tomorrow Yay. Ya Master’s födelsedag. =) Translations: Choklats- Chocklates Idag- Today Ben- mean leg not a shortform for the name Benjamin. Ha =) Bra- Means good / fun. Skolan- School ( No not malay =) ) Födelsedag- Birthday

yes i can't believe that so many people are just so happy for me. it feels nice. tomorrow is valentine'day. my class is having a 'lil something. watch out guys, cos i got big mama stuff for you! and babi? i love you, will tell you the story some other time k? love you.

wow i am so BLOODY HAPPY. I will never regret going to Mdm Teo's house. I love you Zhang loushe.( is it spelled right?)heh. i cant even say anything. I have never, i repeat never experienced this type of happiness before, its different. Just so happy. i think only some people know why! right? she is so damn humble for an actress. Oops did i let soemthing off?

Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy Birthday to Kenzi and Reldi, Happy birthday to you. reldi, maybe i rushed into stuff last year that's what got you, you know what la. well anyway have a nice day woman!

wow sometimes i woder if its true bout twhat my father said the other day, that i have to learn to say No at times. That's something i find you know very difficult to do. I just want the people around me to be smiling and laughing all the time. there's a sense of satisfaction you know. Like that time when leia was so teary peary(sorry hahaha), and i said something and she was like, "hau hau ahuahahahahauahuhuh" and i felt like an angel. i made her laugh and snile. i just love to see people happy. one sad familiar face and there goes my day. i really really miss him. missing-feels as tho my heart is falling but there's no place to fall. just hangin in there waiting to be held. here's something for you, bibin. i wrote this, thinkin about you. It's no secret that time and circumstance have pulled us far apart We are no longer even near how we were at the start We've chosen different lives and different paths and different friends But that won't mean we can't play this out until it ends Long ago I asked you what you thought you saw in me And in yourself and everything, if we could ever be I think you were unsure then and I know I was, too We couldn't make a decision, we didn't know what to do So, we did nothing and just left, we went our seperate ways But there are times I still look back on you and on those days I wonder, 'If I had done this differently, where would we be right now?' But then the big question jumps up, the bold, italic... 'How?' Sadly I don't have the answer, although I wish I did And there is nothing I can do or say to make it so We can keep living our lives the way we have chosen to But I miss those conversations late at night, just me and you So let me know, please, either way what you think of what I've said And then next time we meet we can just stop and say, "Hello," "How are you? How've you been?" Share a story or two Because I don't know if you miss me, but baby... I miss you.

Main Entry: 1se·rene Pronunciation: s&-'rEnFunction: adjectiveEtymology: Latin serenus clear, cloudless, untroubled1 a : clear and free of storms or unpleasant change b : shining bright and steady 2 : AUGUST -- so is that serene? absoulutely. so lovable! dont think too much k? yes ur prezzie is on its way..i shouldn't have told you.. anyway love you, BIG KISS., ur mum, Lavanya. god today was a great day! just lazin and goofin' around. talked to ajla this is part of our conversation. btw she's ok bout you know showcasing bout what we talked, yeah she's cool. john? says: hi=) AHhjla . says: heeey! =) john? says: how are u baby john? says: tried talkin to u a few times but no reple john? says: *reply AHhjla . says: i'm fiiine, a little bit tired. : / have to leave soon.. b.ball practice john? says: oh today? AHhjla . says: i don't like writing ocer lunar.. john? says: wow! john? says: ocer? AHhjla . says: over john? says: over john? says: oh i see john? says: why? john? says: well AHhjla . says: dunno... so booring. don't like lunarstorm tahat much at all.. I'm more in it for msn john? says: well here i am more for friendster john? says: u heard bout it? john? says: oh well AHhjla . says: noo.. have noclue john? says: oh well john? says: how are ya? john? says: hows everything? jennie's got a bf? john? says: i didnt know that! AHhjla . says: I'm just finee! AHhjla . says: yeah she does, me2.. had it for over 4 months AHhjla . says: and she's been togehteher with danijel 6 months john? says: wow john? says: 4 months? john? says: whos the lucky guy? AHhjla . says: His name is andreas.. he's one year older than me, a cute as heeelll .. Ih =) john? says: wow john? says: then what happened? AHhjla . says: well we have known eachother for about two years now, and we had something going on during this two years, but now.. now it's for real =) john? says: ohi saw this guys pic on lunar AHhjla . says: took that me myself, so isn't that good.. but there he is' john? says: i have it john? says: see! john? says: he's fine AHhjla . says: yeah, he really is.. AHhjla . says: what about you? john? says: well everything is fine here john? says: i still like him you know john? says: arsalan.. AHhjla . says: ahh : / AHhjla . says: you have to tell me more, but fot now.. i really have to go john? says: ok darlin john? says: write to me on hotmail or something john? says: k/ john? says: enjoy and send my regards john? says: love/lavanya AHhjla . says: i will, we miss you, I MISS U.

"Oh.. its been 4-5 days since i last updated my blog. hmm.. for the past few days.. i've been damn moody.. maybe i think too much.. who knowS? haha.. hmm.. but its seems like nth wrong has happen.. maybe im wrong.. haha.. yea.. bought the jay chou concert DVD on.. thurs. yea man. so happy. but i have no poster! the vcd has! hurr.. yea.. den after i buy the dvd.. i wana go home wan.. but come to think of it.. i go n check the price at the other cd stores.. haha.. all the same one.. den i went to popular.. actually i wanted to buy foolscape paper.. but instead i went to the book corner.. den i saw JAY CHOU book!! Grandeur de D major. oh man. the book is nice!! haha wad he say about love is true. hee.. thrs indeed a difference between love n like. yea. i feel tt i noe him better. haha.. so nice. =p wad a lucky day. haha. oh ya. i get too excited.. den i buy the book forgot to buy the foolscape paper. lol.Depressed Leo ---> Not anymore. =) maybe?Haha. Thanks lavanya!" WOW definitely not a depressed one. maybe ONI.haha remember? maybe an estatic one? I had a nice day today training my cousy, Krish for his atheletic meet. The boy can run well obviously i am still faster than him. =) ha but i am amazed by his speed. and while we were training at the track( in bedok), my uncle was talking to his friend. and his friend and his son were training there as well. and dig this, the son guy, HE'S so CUTE. like a movie star. So funkadelic.=) wow and he's just P5. so stunning at a young age. Imagine when he's older.. mind blowing!

Lotsa stuff happened today. My back ached again. And hey I really love my English lessons now. SO F U N K A D E L I C. (a little influenced by leia? Ha. Joking ya.) So not the norm thing. I really appreciate what mrs cheong is doing.yes. Nice.=) I saw Margaret SKF. All that came out from my mouth , when I saw her was, “ O MG”. I just had something perfect to show her. Yep u guessed it right, K E A N U R E E V E S. She was so estatic. Oh yeh and I played netball again. You know it was fun playin with shao chen But I think in the end I still prefer playing together with brian. Well brian is actually tong tong, He likes to be called that way. You know we just got these little vibes, C O N N E C T I O N S. Then on the way back cherry was messing ‘round with my hair and vice versa @_@ yap that’s how naughty I can get. Hmph. Then later we( me, tong tong, leia and put) Were waiting near the entrance of Lakeside MRT. Leia and ‘em were waiting for hakim and ‘em And we were waiting for SKF. And guess what………………………………………………………….. …………………………………………………………………………… …………………………………………………………………………….. ……………………………………………………………………………. ………………………………............................................................ ........................................... TO be continued… Psst. I love doing this. Bleah. Tell u guys the next time. I saw someone. Someone who turned nasty just like that. And SKF was like… “ she’s already left the school, so why so hostile towards her?”. Well the thing is you guys just don’t know THE PAIN.

DIRTY MAMAS HAVE DIRTY DAUGHTYS. MR Van Ess A. nice name? =) serene:why today so bad one? Lav: bleah, jay zhou was good! Lav: what ever! Leos will never be able to accept whatever that' s going around them! NEVER! unless its desirable for them. HMPH> That explains serenes mood today. another SAD LEO. serene:no i didn't say i am sad. DUMB! Lav: ASS. finish the sentence!lol serene: i didn't say dumb! Lav: two times! serene: ha dumb! Lav: what an ass. say me three times still can say never say. serene: stupid! Lav: call me stupid some more! ASS! the favourite word used in COMP LAB! yeh.

SHALL WE DANCE? is the best movie EVER. god she can dance! i know what my passion is . definitely. DANCING, I LIKE..... ok now you might have seen this before in one of my daughty's blog but i don't really give a damn so... it was so funny when we were reading out this passage in school, for remedial. and guess what?it was only me and serene laughing At FIRST. the only different people. here goes... 'Look at my oranges,ladies,' he bellowed.'You'll never see fruit like this anywhere in the world, and as for my grapefruit. . . if you taste them once you'll be racing back for more.' 'Don't bother about his oranges,' cried the man from the stall next door.'My bananas are the best in the land.' Oh god i had the best laugh today. i think serene did too. i mean ORANGES? i think only horny people get it, right serene? BANANAS? that was the killer one! josua serene and me were laughing our heads off. Valerie on the other hand didn't know what was going on. Blur. haha only the people who could think like that, knows the fun of it.yeh. tmrw is the 1st day of feb. happy birthday kenny and yes i remember.