hahaha this week was one helluva week! thurs: crashed jj.WOW js life is like so different everybody is so serious and us millenians? IRONY but hey i still prefer to be a millenian-for now!: ) fri:my interview went damn sucky,well thats what i think cos my friends are telling they are sure i did well.well aft that met up with cren,checked the chalet out and then cam back with dad to check in.He went off to get the rest so i stayed back and just rested.ITS WAY COOL I TELL YOU!so quiet and nice.Then my cousins and family came.I talked to sahi like till 2 plus?was it?yeah so nice to talk to her : ).feel connected somehow. hahaa and my v said he was coming?OHMYJAVLABOG!=D.so didnt want to believe him but he was sincere. SATURDAY:THE big day! was very tired after sleeping for like only few hours?did the place up.went to west mall to get some stuff and tada 3 plus got call from housey telling they are here.we went bowling. ME,min hui,gabriel,jess,jia yang,hong da,edgar,his girl latha,yazid,pretty girl sulas(I SWEAR SHE LOOKED SO FAB)hahaha Later the idol and fan joined us-pei han&wei xin. then came Crenshaw and his friend Melissa.haha she was so sweet she gave met these bundle of roses all done by herself.nice : ) oh and she ended up clicking with my sec sch friends. I rushed back with them.He set the speakers up and then they went back to the bowling alley.I went up to take a shower and get ready and everything.while getting rrady in the toilet i could actually here some familiar people and mum was tendind to them.So sweet her : ) I went down and I got a shock.DIFFERENT PEOPLE! my sec sch friends with melissa. class clique-esther,cfc,dillys and ashes-=) og people my relatives and ppl were coming and coming. and then i got the msg. and i called him "where are you?" " i am already here in that rough rough sand sand thing see to your right?near the truck?" not wearing specs didnt help at all.but my blury eyes searched for those eyes that i have been wanting to see.I SAW HEAVEN when I saw him. divine, this is not being amused, hahaha being mesmerised? in love? corny but true. my v.=D well then he left with ashes and them to find for the hilmi-qazz-bren-shirs clique but soon aft they left, these people came!!I GOT KIT KATS and htis cute ducky.he's called brendon now.HURHUR.cute what. i wish I had a clone or somthing yesterday cos as much as I wanted to be with everyone at a time yesterday, it was so enduring.people, i am so sorry if i couldnt spend enought time with u guys.sorry.: ) the food was good but apparently was so busy socialising and all that i didnt get to eat actually it was more like i didnt want to,too many other things in mind. there was one person who was missing but made it all the way from east coast. for what? FOR ME. I so respect her. i mean i wouldnt even dream about going anywhere after east coast except for my bed in my room.BUT SHE CAME.she was emo,physically tired and she was sick.(39.7 before) and was just recovering and she came and she wakled two bus stops cos she counted wrongly.honestly, I WAS SO HAPPY WHEN I SAW HER.MORE THAN WHEN I EVEN SAW MY V. i think its bcos i know her more and i felt so loved. dont want to be paranoid or anything BUT SHE CAME ALL THE WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love her. that her is joanne my divine by the way. we went up and started dancing.well it was more like me cren and may. then shirs and hilmi started grooving. we the party animals. eveyine started dancing but always in cirles. qazz was like "ah see seee cirlce aagin!" then everyone gave random posts. but after awhile, IT WAS the same thing again. my v was doing this crazy stuff.hahahaha funny him primita came in and shaked then left and shaked for a couple of timess hahaha a 2 year old kid. divine was just so mesmerized!!! we did the last dance and they all left. my v said stuff to me and I was so WOW-ed. walked them out a bit. daryl went that way i ran up to him and i said thank you. I WOULDNT FORGET THIS!*smiles dorkily. then i sent them off and just when i was about to eat i remembered, " I DIDNT GIVE CAKE TO JOANNE.I DIDN'T OFFER HER FOOD!" DAmn bad right?so disappointed with myself somehow.=( i called her but she didnt pick up actually I called her before that when she was on the train but Ihad to put down cos I was sending some ppl off?She even brought champagne(drank a few but got groggy so fast). so nice right?...I LIKE! the high point of the whole night was the cke cutting thing. emotions running high. you gus might not have noticed,but i teared. what to do, i am such an emo kid. had shower and went through my gifts. I LOVE EACH AND EVRYONE OF THEM!! thank you all for coming.=D you guys made my day. I so hate to leave you guys,esp A1s&phecda2 -ians. sad sad . but love you guys :)

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! note to me: I LOVE YOU LAVANYA you have been so good to me for these past 18 years thanks for tahan-ing me. and i LOVE YOU. okays that was so self reflection.hahaha 1st present: A mp4 from my lovely uncle : ) i received it yesterday.it was so nice and black and small. AND IT WAS MINE!yay 1st person to wish: MY DIVINE .>.< ciara called in as well and we talked till bout like 1 plus??yeah slept at 2 plus. was up at 5 plus met up with housekeeper at about 7 plus at that bus stop.and i got my 2nd present from her. and sms-es from like 10 ppl?? I LOVE YOU GUYS! 2nd present: a personalized card thingie with " L A V" on it. gosh i LIKE.so bright and nice. after that i walked up to sch and one by one people just started to wish me like people whoom i dont even know?WOW-ness really.hahahahaa 3rd present: rose,card and letter from my soccer friend Maddy : ) she so sweeet : )hahah and good thing she added that note on that card hahah cos i was actually meddling with it to like open it?? HENG AH! 4th present:card and a present from smiley smiley : )JEAN LAU.hahahhaa her eyecandy also same as me!!! aft that it was back to LT4 for lit.OHMY the teacher so un-LITish can. hahahha you know i actually saw someone ah having smth for me in thehand and truthfully*smile dorkily, i was very eager to know what it was.hahahahhaha anyways so we went down for a break and i thought everyone will be like going back but in the end it was just me and maddy. ash: hmm u guys go ahead la.we'll come. OKAY... so there we were all listening to the teacher crapping her stuff and....... (the Bis with lighted candles and cake in their hands) "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LOVELY/LAVANYA HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!" i was like OHMY! made a wish, blew the candles the kept the cake for second round. hurhurhur. i got lovely cards from sahirah,hilmi and qazim sunshine. SWEETS. then.finally after a long time i got my smth from DIVINE.so u guys know who's present i was actually anticipating la.dont ask me why cos i SOOO DONT KNOW!hahaha i'm telling you,the minute i saw what she gave me. i cried in my heart really -HAPPINESS. rem ashley i was like i am bottled with emos? yeah was soooooo touched. couldnt take it. I MELTED. i mean how would u feel like whatever if u have been giving others for thier birthday like comes back to you?? the same effort,the SAME WAY! i mean ask any of my friends and they'll tell you, "Lava always personalises stuff write smth about the birthday girl/boy and then a poem!" AND I GOT THAT FROM MY DIVINE : ))))) how alike.I was soooo loved divine,really.it was the best. still not over with what u gave me. ITS BEAUTIFUL, just like you. everybody I showed it to was so wow about it. you said u 'd hang it in you heart; its in mine, not just for now;but forever. hahaha so romantic. shocking no.2: DEBBIE!!!!! my queen came. she came with balloons and chocs like so unexpected. I SOOOOOO LOVE HER! btw both my divine&queen have the same birthdays. i guess thats why whatever they did, touch me in the same way. NO KIDDING REALLY. its weird BUT SOOO TRUE. I felt the same. after that my classmates and us just lazed in the canteen. sang , listening to music.yup i am romantic love song idiot k just that i only listen to those when i'm ummm down? yeah. after that it was just KAP-ing. I LOVE MY class-ies. but we're leaving next week. NO!!!!!!!! thanks every single one for ur smses and cards and pressies. ITS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS. and I LOVE YOU GUYS. i felt loved : )

hahahha hey lets do a quick one : ) SO EXCITED-ANXIOUS CAN!!! didnt feel anything but DID after some convos in sch. SO COOL. went in to school late with ash my princess she calls me cute,AM I? but she definitely IS. my lovely cheena-eyed princess : ) my divine is another one. i felt so at ease when talking to her.I dont know why i feel this way but things feel way too familiar,like i've done this before. that chat with her.MANN.she's so .. JUST NICE. hope vitz is okay felt so bad when she fell. i know what she went through cos i went throught that once excepth that mine was the ankle. PAINFUL I TELL YOU. hellots. but then again it reminds me a bit of me. I too carried on playing with injuries. I LOVE PLAYING at the expense of injuring myself again? prolly yeah. anyway played after school andrew is : ))))) hahhahahahaha anyway confession of the day: I LOVE DIVINE!!! i cant wait to be 18!!!!!: ))) update tmrw about tmrw SO LOVED!!!

hahahha hey lets do a quick one : ) SO EXCITED-ANXIOUS CAN!!! didnt feel anything but DID after some convos in sch. SO COOL. went in to school late with ash my princess she calls me cute,AM I? but she definitely IS. my lovely cheena-eyed princess : ) my divine is another one. i felt so at ease when talking to her.I dont know why i feel this way but things feel way too familiar,like i've done this before. that chat with her.MANN.she's so .. JUST NICE. hope vitz is okay felt so bad when she fell. i know what she went through cos i went throught that once excepth that mine was the ankle. PAINFUL I TELL YOU. hellots. but then again it reminds me a bit of me. I too carried on playing with injuries. I LOVE PLAYING at the expense of injuring myself again? prolly yeah. anyway played after school andrew is : ))))) hahhahahahaha anyway confession of the day: I LOVE DIVINE!!! i cant wait to be 18!!!!!: ))) update tmrw about tmrw SO LOVED!!!

v day/ hahahhaa my valentine..umm was okay.he bought me earrings.hahha m.h got a necklace.but we gave our valentines theirs first. arent we soo matured?? LOL.were at w.c.p and jp. my nany,pei han's birthday yesterday.yup HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY NANNY! you are the best nanny! I love you! pei was so burnt!!!ohmy but she looked so radiant and shiny. BLING BLING. i wanna do my hair.. colour or smth. i so need a change. juts those $10 a bottle type also can. i need change!maybe i ll do it later.hahaha back to school tmrw.mixed emos about that. why am i like this?i get so tired easily. or am i just PMS-ing?its bout time tho. Lolness . i dont know really. ohh ohh 18 next week on this same day. can u imgaine???hahahha legal age. Lasalle-SIA called me in to ask if I WAS INTERESTED IN THEIR PROGRAMMES!!!! OHMY. wonder what else is coming my way. ohh and bibbin, i have never missed u soo much as yesterday. sweet kissses;your touch.

hohohohohohoh! back! tomorrow's v day i got a valentine.. a bit unexpected sorry *E. : ) hahaha but he's sweet all the same.. he can be so C.A.B but could be so nice when he gives me the look. MAN.. take me away.: )))) tmrw's my nanny's birthday. one of my close friends. I so love her. we gon' have lotsa fun tmrw at w.c.p. ohh ohh went to jj today,wondering if i got to see my other half today, hahaha lydia,simon lydia cos' she is almost like me. what we do and what we lik(f.y.i hip hop&sports) same interest : )) but i got to see her!! AND I ALMOST COULDNT RECOGNISE HER! hahaha but she's cool my unknown other half .

todays has got to be one of the best days of my life. really. i was so so so so freaked out today. i never did for the past few days! walked in to sch saw mama. i told her,"don tell me anything, i dont want to hear" so overjoyed when i saw physics:100%pass!!!! hahhaa i didnt disappoint anyone. didnt believe when hannah and serene say i got A1 for english. no wonder i saw Mrs cheong.Umm-ness. I was like NOOOOOO! serene wa slike: lava must believe in urself!LOL well this are my results : ): Eng:A1(WTF!!!!!!!!) Combine humanities:A2(AGAIN!couldnt believe my eyes) emaths:B3 amthas:b4 chemistry:b3 physics:b4(OHMYFREAKINGGOD!!!) Mother tongue:A2. L1R5:15 L1R4:11 couldnt be happier really ; ))) ohhh and I LOVE ASHLEY..babby u just so fine. LOL.HAHAs. and of course my V but had a warning from ashley. but whatver.. : ) ashley..if only i was a guy, you'll so be mine : )) cos ur just so damn fine : ) LOL-ness.

hahahahha i am such a ponn-er. didnt got to school. oh ohh I LOVE MY ASHLEY.my adorably funkadelic girl :)))) takecare my love and sleep and rest rest. she so cutte can.hahaha ohhh my v is gettign hotter by the days. MELT MELT MELT!!!!!!!! okay done : )

tjenashabahallo! hmm last entry was thursday thursday. so now it has to be friday friday. i changed my uni top with jess.it was so such a shirt. white and all.felt weird at first but okay,it was okay. The 06A1-ians were to go to town after school so were like just hanging around the porch and all i could thinnk was... "where is queen?I soooooo need to see her.just once" I even went to the toilet and all just so i can buy more time.but no. but just as we were leaving actually they all left, i saw trudy.... then rachel and i know queen must be there and there she came behind them. I called out to her and she saw me and it was such a happy ending!!!but we talked for like so short?like what..barely 2 mins cos' i had to catch up with my class people.run run run. "and i see you can run it,run it." We ate at pastamania after feeling guilty as charged cos' we actually left some of them and got down near ngee ann in a min of i dont know...stupedity?yeah felt so bad so headed back to town. I was on the phone hafl of the time.Commando ; ).he made me laugh and laugh.and they thought it was my boyfriend.*dang.hahaha commando shall remain as commando.i felt so sad when i had to leave them to go back cos' you like never know if tmrw was the results day then friday would have been like the so called last day?yeah.should have looked at the look shorty joo gave.MAN.she very cute la. saturday sarurday. sentosa.So little ppl.but most of phecda la. DANCED AND DANCED tho i was sick. today.I MUST GET CHOCS FROM SHORTY JOO. MUST BE BRAVE!!!!!! cos i so want v's no. : )))))) gosh i love my l

hahahah 06A1 and phecda2.we are so darn cool : ) qazz-my sunshine. my *ahum ahun-my v ashlayyy-my 100 buck princess. joanne-my cute/cheeky look-alike. hahaha more to come. i was very very very down today. BUT AM HAPPY NOW! thanks to the above mentioned groups. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! my sunshine, i love you.i know you'll b there. : ))))

tjenashabahello! oh thats a hi-thing to say in swedish btw: ) schools just : ))took pictures. Crenshaw and i were just singing our lessons and time away. ahum ahum v* was in sch today.lovely. we managed to sweettalk medosa today.haha she didnt even ask about our econs stuff!HOLY ooohh. gave my sunshine a love letter : )hahaa so loved.yeah. i actually went to sit beside v but she thought i wanted to sit beside him.HAHAs for the record, v is my ahum ahum*hahaha no one knows : )) after sch it was staright to the cofshop near sch.a bit of eating. hokkien mee.was nice then under the scorching sun for 4 hours?yeah basketball,soccer all of it. BANANA MAN was so hahahhaha. disturb me : )))) but he's soooo nice to me.I LIKE... gon miss my 06A1.we're so cool: ) really shake ya body body wit some body body be careful that you dont break your body body jigle jigly to the left ah ah ah jigle jigly to the right ah ah ah jigly to the front jigly to the back jiglyjigle all night ah ah ah!