X was my best friend who was from Kerala, in India.When I came back from Sweden where my father was on a work attachment, I found it a bit difficult and tough, adjusting back into the Singapore schol system again. I met X, on the way to school during the first few days. He was a tall guy with dazing hazel eyes and a simply divine body. I was mesmerized by him ever since the day i saw him. Secretly, i wanted to get to know him and befriend him but somehow whenever i was near him, i became tongue-tied. However the day came when i took the initiative and made the move.It was after a few months in school, somewhere in February when we had our first 'meeting'.My girls and I had just finished our netball game and were having a break and he on the other hand had just finished a basketball game. i took several swigs out of my water bottle and caught him at the corner of my eye.This is it! Your best chance to bond! I told my self and i went up to him and we started playing. WE did this over a couple of weeks and voila, before you knew it we were like coffee and sugar.Sometimes together and at times not and we liked it that way. Tongues started wagging of course but we didn't give a damn about it-well atleast i thought so.I looked at our relationshio as a frothy one.Fun and enjoyable but not important or serious as a love-companionship-way.On the contrary, i failed to realise that X had a little something for me but dared not say or confess anything until that day, which was just a few days away from his flight to Canada- he was moving there because his dad was going there on an work attachment.History repeating itself?.... I will the rest anither day. i cant believe its 3 days left. No its JUST 3 DAYS LEFT!! and it doesn't reallt help when all your friends go " who's going on saturday to send him off?" like again and aging and AGAIN. What the hell?? rofl.. msg for you roshan : do you know whats going on? do u know what i am trying to say BUT I CANT SAY?

i am not going to reveal the guy's name i wrote in this story i wrote.He's too special.. rofl. so lets just name him X.( too much of A maths?) here goes.. "Lavanya, in the lexicon of inferential love confessions, ' I love you' is right up there with 'I like you,yes,but as a friend...i think so, ' is that what you are trying to tell me?Come on, answer me," questioned X, while i stood there staring into black space.

my nick:9 days seems pretty long for normal situations but not now cos a dear friend's leaving and Rosh be ready i am going to kidnap you says: his:~Illuminati~] 9 more day'z.......Now @ risk of being kidnapped says: well i am really going to miss him.Not now i say but when he leaves it will feel as though your hearts falling but it has got no place to sink and fall.Once is enough, really. and hey whats with the 6th book? i mean its great and all BUT IT MADE ME CRY?wow powerful. going to see him tomorrow! : ) and... u Magdalena Sandomierska.. my friend from sweden who 's from poland, has become so sexy and thin! wow i wish i can do that.

oh God! i just abosultely Love this Layout! Diego Luna is so GOOD in this movie. I hope my "The One" dances like him. Hot. Yummy.. My sis got the fifth book and she started crying. OMG and its my turn now since she has finished reading. Dumbledore Died.

woho this is my second post on a same day. first of all three very important people have been nicknamed by a very important person-moi. 1)Puteri Nadirah was nicknamed putty on the 12/07/05 at 10-ish. 2)Leia Salic V Vilamayor was nicknamed L-Ly on the 12/07/05 at 10 ish. 3)Lavanya Kannathass was nicknamed Lavvy on the god knows when.. haha well they all seem to rhyme tho. : ) and remeber L-ly i know it when you are hurt just by looking into those amazing hazel eyes : ) I am here right where u need me. I just wish we could go back to old times.(during debate) (so lesbian-y.. come on laugh : )

yay I just finish typing my "joy of blogging" essay. Fantastik. and hey rosh if you were ever reading this. here's the meaning of 'Jag aelskar dig lang man.' jag means I , aelskar means love, dig means you, lang means... continue during the next post..

friday: ok. :( : (( -- rofl. some sort of a code word?

I can't believe what i heard today. i just teared when i got the news. he's one in the world, but he's my whole world. : ( I love him.

leia, localDatewithTimezone("Jun 27, 2005 05:01 AM","time2tag1"); Monday, June 27, 2005: ohh lavvy. i so miss you eventho i saw u earlier in sch. miss anita leaving soon. that's very sad u know. i was so disheartened when d announcement was made.apologies for d many many weeks i have not been wit u. ooops. i sound a lil lesbian-ny. anyways, yeahh. apologies again. i hope u're fine wit everything dat comes along ur path to success.i know u miss sweden a lots. so when u get back there, always remember me k? i know i will. ta~ this was what made my day today. she is so sweet. If you are reading this L&L-ly, you are so sweet. yeah u sounded a bit lesbian-ny.but its ok : ) I LOVE YOU : ) we'll have our L&L chat sometime k? what made my day yesterday? -playing the best netball I have ever played before. -playing the best with my utmost effort with TangEn. -and playing with my one and and only Libran. I am so Blessed. and GROOVED!