CHOICES

XY1 XY2 XX1 XX2.

which one?


BIOLOGY helps.
;] Lav, check it with the heart first.

I need you.

totally do. I need her man. arrrrrrrgh.
SEXYBACK | 09.18.06 - 1:05 am | #

SEXYBACK.

Tsk. DO NOT SAY THAT.
Saying that only makes you want her more.
SAY,
I REALLY NEED MY DIRTY BABE. (:
BECKS | 09.18.06 - 2:54 pm | #

HAHAHAHAHA.
yes I need you too. LOL. *licks*
you made me smile today. For that I owe you something.
*smiles*
wait for that tomorrow DIRTYBABE.

oh and I haven’t drank warm water YET. hehe.

UPDATE:

okay and I got a plan,
I need to blog in blogspot, here and LJ everytime I post something and I have changed my password like a
276317623918273 times can.
because i keep forgetting.[ the LJ one la]
MUST MUST LAV.
just got back from the AIRPORT.
AHUM AHUM.

and I tell y’all something ah.
someone ah, SOMEONE ah.
said I have become PRETTY( that someone quickly added” not that you were not before” *shys*)
Thinner( YAY. *jumps jumps*)
and HOT.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!
are you blind. you YOURSELF. OHBOY. It took me alot to
RESIST you. STOP SAYING THAT the next time
because I nearly DIED on the spot.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

see?

and that someone is so =)))))))))) already.
YOU ARE HOT, you someone.

I WAS FLYING AND FLOATING ALREADY.

so glad i followed my dad to the airport.
YAYs.

mine. ecstasy.

[ abit of the entry]

maybe you wouldn’t know how much it meant because
the minute the music came on and the smoke burned
I could only think of you.

Camp.

what do I say.
It didnt feel like one.
only maybe at times,
deja vu sank in other than that, nah I dont think so.

The whole “mood” wasnt there. I dont know, maybe it was just me.
The ONLY time I let loose was maybe on the last night when we did the skit thing. I enjoyed that and maybe the dancing.
*beams*

ROY is awesome and so was Shane. The only two guys who um
could treat a womanto-be-woman right, I meant on the dancefloor.
Thanks Roy and Shane and yeah man Shane you were good.
I felt LIberated.( haha chambermaids?)

This camp made me think and think and think which
isnt really good for the fact that I dont usual think during camps.
Im just high but it felt different. ohwells and the new people I have met are wonderful. Caryn, Daine
and of course THE family and the spoon.

;]
oh and that headache was the worst. I couldnt even talk but once i had the medicine, mentos and
spoon beside (me i think that too.OOOPS), i was feeling better.

ohwells, thats Challengers.
Different emotions too.

weird.
I dont know.
lost.
distracted.
useless.
high.
jealous.
happy.
a lil smiley

yeah.

I’m a big girl I can handle myself ;But if I get lonely I’ma need your help.

You might be the type if I play my cards right
I’ll find out by the end of the night.

I need my leg to say,” I’m okay” because it still hurts.
GODDAMNIT and that’s annoying! I felt better at practice today though and
haha I was suppose to be there at like 4? I was there only at 4.40.

DIRTYBABE came running towards me and gave me a hug(?). haha it was EMPTY. give a FULL one next time.
haha and it was funny how we trained today. Facing each other and shutting eyes and all. We all looked so much organised
after we got drilled. I LIKE =) oh and we pei-ed Alfred ; IMAFLIRT. hehs till he started Mary J. *beams*

More dancing tomorrrow.
feels good. I’m only trying to get inside your brain To see if you can work me the way you say.

Sort of. Jag var inte dar.
I wasn't there ; really.

yesterday : the HIGHS &lows. ( ycss) part 2


i hate it when I typed a whole entry and it just when EMPTY yesterday. GROWL.

Well yesterday or more like day before yesterday, we headed back to ycss. The minute I stepped out from the cab I felt this familliar warm feeling with all my ex classmates smiling and welcoming me. =) and It was as though the whole of 4E1 ( us of course) gathered there. Actually maybe 4E.

Leia made an entrance. haha the usual TWIN of mine. She got excited at every face she saw. That girl. *beams* and I was in her pictures. hehs and wan, he never failed to high me up but there were people missing. Mitchell, 100 d a and of course um Roshan( atleast I still remembered you even though you're in Canada). It's been one whole year and we know that we were more than friends.Oh whatever. =/

L&L and R&R. yeah it was like that. note to self: divert lav.

The concert was just =(. As in I think the best concert so far was two years back in 2004. The same goes for the speech day . Haha I was involved in both and no I am NOT being biased but honestly it was hyped up, great planning, great performances, showmanship by the performers( really lacking yesterday, even herman) I was disappointed because this guy was by chance the best in our school for hip-hop and all but he was so marking and not dancing well at all.Ohwells and then after this was when I felt.

Lost and detached. Maybe it was normal because I don't belong there but yeah all of sudden the hype just went and we had to think and all and it became frustrating. I just felt like going back home, play the dvds and sleep.( which I did eventually, the sleeping part). We went to JP and to Scoopz. HOLY cookies 'n' creme. They( wait it was only one scoop) made me happy.

maybe they because it's Cookies AND creme.

cookies and creme make me happy. short hair makes me feel powerful. maybe it's just psychological.

ohwells. whatever to make me feel better. and yeah so in the end i came back and slept. it felt good because

sleeping makes you UN-think. so adding to the list:

1.cookies and creme makes me happy.( actually more food0 2.short hair makes me powerful. 3.sleep makes me UN-think.

note: actually i am not sure of 1. and 3. is entirely true. Subjected to change.

okay maybe i rather not move? haha. I'll write in BOTH! ;] haha so, VERAMODA IS UP AGAIN!



omg I still have LJ. hahah wow. haha things have changed since the last time i posted.