Chillin' to: Love At First Sight Mary J. Blige ft Method Man Love And Life

Lookin' at you from a distance

Gettin' all of my attention

Could this be love at first sight, baby

You walked away and

I missed you

Visions of wanting to kiss you

How could this be if

I don't really know you?

Ohh baby, baby

Could it be love at first sight?

And I never knew that I,

could fall in love on the very first night

Could this be love?

You had on the latest fashion

It was a bigger distraction

It drew me closer and closer to you, yeah, baby

I never saw anything like this

But you I just could not resist

I swallowed my pride and stepped through your side

Or could it be - be

yo. been feeling very hip-hopin these past few days.

oh we got our 06A1 blog.

check it out y'all.

going off from my granny's today.

leaving soon to ycss to train for badminton comp.

some alumni stuff

gotta' run.

keep it real dog

peace

psst: i miss my nu er =D

Chillin' to: Love At First Sight Mary J. Blige ft Method Man Love And Life

Lookin' at you from a distance

Gettin' all of my attention

Could this be love at first sight, baby

You walked away and

I missed you

Visions of wanting to kiss you

How could this be if

I don't really know you?

Ohh baby, baby

Could it be love at first sight?

And I never knew that I,

could fall in love on the very first night

Could this be love?

You had on the latest fashion

It was a bigger distraction

It drew me closer and closer to you, yeah, baby

I never saw anything like this

But you I just could not resist

I swallowed my pride and stepped through your side

Or could it be - be

yo. been feeling very hip-hopin these past few days.

oh we got our 06A1 blog.

check it out y'all.

going off from my granny's today.

leaving soon to ycss to train for badminton comp.

some alumni stuff

gotta' run.

keep it real dog

peace

psst: i miss my nu er =D

chillin' to: There It go(The whistle song) Juelz Santana What The Game's Been Missing

There it go

Damn shorty look good and i'm thinkin bout gettin at her (okay)

Time to whistle at her

Ay girl you make my whistle blow

There it go

Bring it here baby

There it go

Bring it here baby

Top down and im at it again

It's hot now and i'm at it to win(you heard me)

Who want it with me

Nobody wanna it with me

Oh im so fly

Oh mummy come and get me

remember the childhood flame i was talking about in my previous post. I talked to him on MSN. He actually remembers more than i thought he would cos you know being a guy and all.-they dont really remeber stuff ; like into details. i relived each memory as i talked to him. thanks paarthiban : ) hello panda melts you down says: hey hello panda melts you down says: I HAD A DREAM ABOUT YOU! Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: heyy Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: lol Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: serious? hello panda melts you down says: SERIOUS sumpa hello panda melts you down says: omg hello panda melts you down says: hahaa i was smiling when i got up hello panda melts you down says: =) Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Haha Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Okie... hello panda melts you down says: hahaha funny Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Wat dream was it? hello panda melts you down says: it kind of reminded or depicted about our moments in blps hello panda melts you down says: u prolly wont want to talk abou it hello panda melts you down says: cos its past hello panda melts you down says: but happy memories Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: No la.. hello panda melts you down says: i just re lived the moment Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: We did have happy moments together.. Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: No doubts abt that.. hello panda melts you down says: u remember? Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Yeah i do hello panda melts you down says: like.. hello panda melts you down says: lets see if u do? Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Hmm hello panda melts you down says: see.. Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Haha hello panda melts you down says: now ure thinking Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Wait wait Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Give me a min Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: You came to my house with ur family once rite hello panda melts you down says: soooo long? hello panda melts you down says: i did? hello panda melts you down says: and u know when? hello panda melts you down says: I REMEMEBER hello panda melts you down says: but i am gonna let u tell when hello panda melts you down says: tell it baby Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: We were playing n i kind knocked u n u hit urself on my television.. Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: *kinda hello panda melts you down says: hahahahahah hello panda melts you down says: YOU REMEMEBER Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: n u were so cool abt it.. hello panda melts you down says: but that was deepavali? hello panda melts you down says: cos i was so mad about u hello panda melts you down says: dumb Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: sometimes my family members do talk abt it.. hello panda melts you down says: =P hello panda melts you down says: wow Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: hahah hello panda melts you down says: talk of ure family hello panda melts you down says: SO FAMOUS hello panda melts you down says: =) Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Aww plss Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Haha Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: When talking abt primary school times.. hello panda melts you down says: i was alright .. hello panda melts you down says: yeah.. hello panda melts you down says: oh ure p2 birthday hello panda melts you down says: do u remember? Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Hahaha hello panda melts you down says: i perfectly do Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: You bought me walkie talkies? Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: lOL hello panda melts you down says: YEAH!!!!!!!!!! hello panda melts you down says: awwwwwwwwwwwwwww hello panda melts you down says: shit and we were just being kids hello panda melts you down says: and playing Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Hahahah hello panda melts you down says: and remember how we used to hold hands? hello panda melts you down says: shit Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: ..... Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Did we? hello panda melts you down says: hahahha.. Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Goshh hello panda melts you down says: we so did Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Kinda embarassing moments Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Thinking abt it now hello panda melts you down says: yeah hello panda melts you down says: it was hello panda melts you down says: so naive hello panda melts you down says: and young Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Yeah.. hello panda melts you down says: you came to my house hello panda melts you down says: for my birthday hello panda melts you down says: kanch and sis kalpana were there hello panda melts you down says: we went down to buy ice creams and all hello panda melts you down says: wow hello panda melts you down says: Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Sure hello panda melts you down says: back hello panda melts you down says: so where were we? Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: okie hello panda melts you down says: yeah Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: erm hello panda melts you down says: ice creams' hello panda melts you down says: LOL Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: yeah hello panda melts you down says: hahaha do u remember?i still have the pic we took hello panda melts you down says: you were wearing this hello panda melts you down says: wait u think hello panda melts you down says: what were you wering? hello panda melts you down says: haha*a Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: i can't remember... hello panda melts you down says: i so do hello panda melts you down says: checkered hello panda melts you down says: shirt Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: ohh Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: ok hello panda melts you down says: blue and gree hello panda melts you down says: *green Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: yep hello panda melts you down says: g shock watch hello panda melts you down says: on ure right hand hello panda melts you down says: hhahaa Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: ok Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: i used to have a black one.. hello panda melts you down says: yes i do rememeber hello panda melts you down says: i was so amazedbyt it hello panda melts you down says: u had a white one? hello panda melts you down says: did you? Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Erm i don't think so Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Black one Mystery Awaits Us . . . says: Anyway, ur parents still with the air force? hello panda melts you down says: i thought u did hello panda melts you down says: okay hmm not the air force hello panda melts you down says: NAVY

a poem I wrote when I just came back from sweden. I was angry,sad,depressed and I hated my dad. I was really at my very worst. but those days are gone. but the poem still remains. here goes..(scroll all the way down) I think I'm getting older.My mum thinks so as well( i dont talk much around the house, if you talk then i reply) and friends think I'm losing my crazyness and Queen, I need hyper gas soon. Transfer! Honestly, I think and I feel so as well. oh and Geraldine Daphne Koh,my STC friend, thanks for the enlightenment session we had online, today morning. Really, I had a nice time.I wonder if u'll ever read this but thanks HABBO babe Geraldine is my cyber friend but she so knws me and my situation with my ex cos we are in the same situation and hope u were enlightened.you were! hahaha remember what the horoscope said.we are such HORO GIRLS.=) loveyou. I woke up today pratically smiling to myself because of the dream that I had but it was nice. : ) Well the main character was my primary school best friend Paarthiban. Yeah he's Indian,BUT SO GOOD LOOKING and still is(fair tall nice eyes yada yada), though not really in contact with him.He was my friend, my bother, my saviour, my player; my all.I hanged out more with him than other girls. Some of them called me tomboyish because I was always off playing with him and the guys during recess rather than eating proper recesses with all your girlfriends and doing prefect duties( I was a prefect). I was what you could say, different. Of course what started of as friends kind of improvised into you-know-what.He always asked me if I felt that way about him but I always denied. I dont know why but at that time I just didn't want to say and then something ig and unhappy happened which any sister wouldn't want to experience or go through and then the distance came in between us and thats where we left it.After our posting to our respective secondary schools, i met him a couple of times but it was never like before.So carefree, on our own. The dream I had, depicted just that and I was so happy. We were actually playing. No prize for guessing what. HAHA yeah soccer and just were doing what we did as young. Tackling and tackling and I'll use all means and ways to get the ball from him and he'll try as well but sooner or later he'll just let the ball go, for me.ohh man.right from the start.sweeet. I left my house yesterday at about noon and met up with dilys,cfc and ashley.fellow 06A1-ians. I miss them but we had a nice time there especially when we juts laxed at the open space.Just the four of us sitting on the bench and talking about life and them telling me actually more of ashley, telling how mature and nice I was.Who are you kidding? I left them for my granny's at Bedok. Its been a long time since I stayed over.The place is beyond serenity and I absolutely love it.I just do stuff like reading and listenign to my music.Just chilling. The simple food, my loving and ever so caring granny and the neighbourhood and the peacefullness.Oh and is it just me or.. how come people from the East look different?weirdness from my part i guess. : ). alright, off to tampines mall.LOVE and peace. choc ;I'll melt perfectly with you Full of memories, floating around. Longing to go back, yet no luck. Wish i was there always there. Just to see the colours of your face as they change in phase. The times when you and me were so close together. So close that our souls got fused and got tangled together. No farewell between soullovers, did our relationship ever quiver? Until the day i went away in a rush without even telling you why because I knew it would hurt you so much if I had said goodbye to you my sugarpie.

I LIKE MY NEW SKIN! ASHLEY's MUM!!!! I AM HER NAN PENG YOU! LOL she's been secretly seeing me w/o ur knowledge. CRAP : ) i aint shuai pls. I am a mei nu : ) LOL night sentosa TMRW : )

just like yesteryear; memories bind you and me. Our memories mean a hell lot to me as well. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIA WINDBERG RASMUSSON! my miss ele : )

(got this off from dilys's.thanks =D) no fake.just pure.Isn't she adorable?my nu er : )HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE DIVINE LOVE.nice a not the name? so classy pls!hahaha ASHES yes continue with your JUMPING JACKS.I DONT CARE. hurhurhur. below is a poem I wrote for Leia like last year?I just visited her blog and wow I was like hey this seemed familiar!I CANT BELIEVE I WROTE IT!beautiful.L-ly si meant to be cherished and loved forever cos she's just her and i like that : )i love you and ITS NOT LESBIAN-NY.HAHAs trademark huh,L-ly?I AM TALKIN GTO YOU ON MSN NOW. oh I got my i-book.not powerbook dilys cos i-book's kind ofbetter for my course.not to say its more expensive and btw it was love at first sight between me and milkdoc.he's 12 inch and white.COOL.=) he's called MILKDOC COOLIOS and he's SO SLEEKY HOT! I LOVE MY MILKDOC.=) I got this from Leia's(L-ly) blog. "To my L-ly Sugar (Spice is RRrrraah!) That very first day you were all smiles. So pure, so white so carefree and young just like a swan. The times I spent with you in time to come were shortlived but the memories are longlived in a special place in my heart. There came times when I needed that someone. That someone to bring me up and show me light and night. There were times when my sugar needed me and I was there and cared for her as though I've never before. Why? It's just the special feeling between you and mee and it will never end cos' it was meant to be. Now, is this lesbian-ny? I'm sorry, L-ly, it's just that you mean so much to me. 'People come and go', they say, 'But she'll always be there, even if not physically but spiritually', I say. because she's my retail therapist, Miss L-ly who was always there for me, when I needed her badly. L&L-ys, we are named, and till the end, it'll be just the same. 3 dangerous words for you. I LOVE YOU!! =) YAY! -Lavvy 8/08/05 yeahh.she's my special friend.she's meant to be cherished & never to be forgotten. she's LAVANYA and i love her . NAH UH! NOT IN A LESBIAN-NY WAY! HAHAS. =]" my other half,L-ly. sweet aint she.: ) and I cant believe i wrote that!!!!!!!!!

just like yesteryear,memories bind you and me.=) so good to see you guys today.LOVEEEEEEEE! and thanks all of you=)

There's a rainbow always after the rain. SO TRUE =D

Hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind, that I put down in words. How wonderful life is, now youre in the world 7 qualities of my ideal partner. It's kind of lame cos i'm quite jaded. But I already know who he is=).Anyhow for etiquette sake I shall name them. 1) flirtatious 2)humourous 3)I should be able to grab his waist effortlessly,that means he's got to be taller. 4)truthful 5)soccer&dance enthu : ) 6)open with his emotions; affectionate 7)a soullover next 7. 1)min hui 2)L-ly 3)joanne <3 4)pei han 5)vanessa 6)dororthy 7)jean smiley I am expecting interesting stuff from these people.different radicals and all. Looking at these names I just realise all of them girls.Some of them very close to me.Its not weird or anything but I used to have a GREAT number of guy friends once,like one point of my life?& I was so comfortable.Its so easy.not like its not with girls,it is but it's just in a different way.hard to explain.Venus and Mars.Similar yet different. Life's been rather stale and mono.waking up late.reading paper.switching on the computer.tv-ing.doing some stuff for people.some house chores.writing to my friends in sweden.tv-ing.going for my runs.sms-ing people.sometimes getting disappointed in return.=/. Guess i'm just getting ready for an independent woman life. honestly(the way L-ly baby says it),I secretly like this life. just a tad bit. yes been down lately.Its a pisces thing?I don't know. A msg from sahirah,its so her. "Still in shitmode? Dont worry, its normal (: pick yourself up soon. You need sometime alone to think about stuff tht's making you upset. Be happy or else ill sing" This got me laughing and yes being alone did help me out.away from my phone,away from the comp,away from the calls,away from my family.People worrying about me,I'm so sorry for getting you guys worried about me.Don't bei just needed that me-time,guess this is the introverted side of me.A side I have never seen ,till this year.I guess the thing that has been greatly upsetting me is my self confidence.Once so high.I could have done better or so I thought on Saturday but unrealistic expectations lead to feeling bad about yourself?I dont know.I dont really show it,i'll just quieten down and switch to silent mode. for now, still in shitmode. off to my world. looking forward to thursday. guess why? my nu er's & queen's day.

Self-confidence is an attitude which allows individuals to have positive yet realistic views of themselves and their situations. Self-confident people trust their own abilities, have a general sense of control in their lives, and believe that, within reason, they will be able to do what they wish, plan, and expect. "Instead it is often the result of focusing too much on the unrealistic expectations or standards of others" my situation. I am losing mine. .

can u imagine? "pretty daa, like bollywood already." hahahah L-ly,funny you! I MISS you. I LOVE YOU ALOT! D E A D BEAT T I R E D. MGS in the morning. netball match. divine you hair was okay what.:) the game was nice.i got see my my senior and annie play and LYDIA was well. remember my unknow twin?hahaha HIPHOP&SPORTS! soccer at acs the sun killed me. totally. off to jp ate KFC. got a present from my aunt. a wallet.I LIKE THE COLOUR SOMEHOW : ) then ice treat at swensens then homw. was about to really sleep when got divine's reply and i called her. WE ARE ALL TIRED. hope tmrw goes well! SOCCER IS MINE : ) i play it! i'm a P L A Y E R.

Luis Javier García Sanz 'LUIS GARCIA' Lugar y fecha de nacimiento: Badalona, 24-06-78 Altura y peso: 1,76-74 kg Posición: Delantero =) I'M MRS GARCIA=)call me that from now on. hahaha no lav,lavi,lavvy,lava. ONLY MRS GARCIA!lalalalalala.=D Ashley scroll down to see the lask convo I had with reldi.16 april o4 was the last time we talked on MSN.my heart feels heavy.=( Anyhow,the past is the past but somehow I just seem to hang on to it sometimes like the memories and all.ohwell."sometimes when shit happens lavvy, just put on a smile and move on",Arsalan said that to me.I remember bibbin AND I love you so much for that.Thanks =) SO WE WERE IN MGS today!!!!.The school is UBER BIG!Everywhere you set your eyes as far as u can see, its just MG.ohmy!Their P.E teacher Mr Ong is way cool for a teacher.Really encouraging and a very good dad and husband at the same time.Yeah his three kidsAustin,Ashley(yeah two of em.imagine!) and ANDERS and also some of the neighbour kids,joshua and steven.ANDERS so small and cute can.I dont even dare take the ball from him cos i'm scared he'll get hurt. he's just like 2 yrs old or something and whenever I call out his name I remember my swedish friend ANDERS.COOL. The girls who played with us were so nice. Mgs trademark thing?kidding.Haa but yeah Steph,Jemma,Si ling,Ashley and all.Wei xin was playing aside me.STRIKERS US!Coool man we had good space orientation and all and scored like hell.It was nice working with you wei xin for those 4 games.thanks : ).Though, I wished debbie/queenebbo was there.She's like my one and only connection during soccer.Really sinchronise and stuff and JUST HAVE FUN.SO US.I MISS HER and we are in different teams for saturday.MAN. MGS in the morning to watch netball game.Juring Junior College versus Methodist Girls Sec.going to watch a full proper game for the first time.(hahah feels weird and new when i spell it out in full.) going off to ACS barker tomorrow to play because they have the actual goalposts and stuff and then will be heading back west to meet up with my aunt and all for lunch.prolly at swensens?Hahahha and saturday will be the comp at "the cage" at kallang and basketball later with MAY&GANG.=) FUNKADELIC. reldi ft lav.16 april. wOOo...some1 has ball sense!! =x says: wOOo...some1 has ball sense!! =x says: YR DAUGHTER:"S NAME AR ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: Yeh & my mamma's name ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: i am lovin it wOOo...some1 has ball sense!! =x says: hehe..how was dance ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: ok lor ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: so borin ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: Javla wOOo...some1 has ball sense!! =x says: http://www.hi5.com/i?l=712625PT ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: oi ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: mamma ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: u cumin tml / wOOo...some1 has ball sense!! =x says: if i can..i really wan to wOOo...some1 has ball sense!! =x says: see u and tt dance..how was the practice ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: for the speech day lah stupid woman ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: ++gEri++ says: ....ya i noe ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: so u comin? ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: or? ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: ++gEri++ says: http://www.hi5.com/i?l=712625PT ++gEri++ says: ya la... ++gEri++ says: but actually not allowed ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: no lah ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: can cm wat ++gEri++ says: http://www.hi5.com/i?l=712625PT ++gEri++ says: JOIN ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: ok wait' ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: i can get in ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: bloody hell ++gEri++ says: =/ ++gEri++ says: tt is so cute today.. ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: u think so? ++gEri++ says: quite... maybe cos we tok MORe..hahAaaaa ++gEri++ says: i m goin to watch starsky and hutch later..u wanan come ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: movie ah? ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: dun wanna lah ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: so yired ++gEri++ says: ...ok loh =( ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: *tired ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: but cum tml lah ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: for me ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: ur daughter ++gEri++ says: i will >.< ++gEri++ says: i try..wat time ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: yehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: haha ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: nmmmm ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: i think at ard 9 ++gEri++ says: er..sure ar ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: i think so? ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: like ur testi ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: sooooo ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: mmmm ++gEri++ says: hehe thanks fer yrs too ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: ur wellcome ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: dunt know lah ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: jus felt like writin u one ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: after os ++gEri++ says: hahah PLPLPlokokko so see u at 9 tmr ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: u leavan me n go ritea? ++gEri++ says: where will u be ++gEri++ says: ritea ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: rite? ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: after Os ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: so Sad ++gEri++ says: YEAHHH..but there;s always msn..and u can visit me anytime.. ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: yeh but but ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: haiz ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: ok then ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: =) ++gEri++ says: but wat ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: i dunt knoe ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: will feel empty ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: durin receess ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: cnt see u hurry and go and eat ++gEri++ says: hehhee..u come to my hse during recess ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: hahaha ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: i wanna ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: dadae ++gEri++ says: HUH ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: dadae(tamil u know) ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: like appaladae? ++gEri++ says: ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: haiya ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: nvmn ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: 9 ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: i tink tml ++gEri++ says: OKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ++gEri++ says: see u and tt ++gEri++ says: >.< ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: hahaha ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: but u like not interested in him leh ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: todae ++gEri++ says: not really la... ++gEri++ says: its hard to like him when we dun tok.. ++gEri++ says: ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: but its u nvr tok to him ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: not him ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: i guees ++gEri++ says: sure not.. ++gEri++ says: duno la..cos i noe alot of gals liek him.. ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: but ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: ok lah ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: oi who ar? ++gEri++ says: ++gEri++ says: who wat ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: like him? ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: gals? ++gEri++ says: ya la....so many gals tok to him..i dun wanna be 1 of them ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: oh ok ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: special one ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: later he thing u oso like 1 of em ++gEri++ says: ....hahah ..if he wan to noe me,,,or wan to tok..he can approach me wat ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: mmmm yeh ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: true lah ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: aiya ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: let time ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: settle it lah ++gErAlDinE++(lol) says: hor? 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Are we really happy here in this lonely game we play? Looking for words to say.. Searching but not finding understanding anyway.. We're lost in a masquerade. we're lost inside this lonely game we play. lisa ono is SOOO GOOD! I LOVE THIS SONG.got that jazzy emo feeling. I LIKE. i went in the morning to fetch divine :) hahai was already outside the school at 9.15? hahaha but i waited near this playground thing and just listened to music replied my smses and just think about stuff.I like that.SERENE enviro. she came to fetch me later.I think i saw lydia but didnt know exactly of it was her. so i didnt say hi??I KNOW I KNOW.hahaha she didnt recognise me as well.msged her just now.hahahaha =) she's sweet and sundae! ate at mcs went to fetch esther,ash and SAHI! our slave for the day!I LOVE HER tho.bacame the queenapple for today!cops of my hair. I actually tied my fringe like the BECKHAM WAY?yeah I SOO LOVE IT. ables me to concentrate! played badminton and basketb. ASHLEYYY IS SO GOOD.to me la =) joanne kept on falling down hahaha. BASKETBALL.ashley did her usual job.*stand near the board and shoot.and she's good! ESTHER WAS SOOO CUTE. SAHIRAH was being her random self. and.. divine was just DIVINE.up about,laughinh her ass off and siting on top of the bag strap thing causing "that area" to hurt. LOL. you people really made my day! msged lydia just now. hahaha told her to take care of divine for me =D sure thing she said! three words for lydia,ashley,joanne,esther and sahirah! I LOVE YOU!

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KEEP IT REAL DOGZ. hahahaha so roshan pls. I MISS HIM! so today I headed out early to toa payoh to go for that SAFRA customer service personel job interview whatever la. BUS JOURNEY SO DAMN LONG CAN! ONE WHOLE HOUR.but it was reflective somehow as in the journey. thought alot about stuff which I aint ranting about here.HURHURHUR. seeing my O6A1-ians tmrw. oh and i have a new daughter.bleahs. and i BEACAME a mummy.DUH. BADMINTON TMRW! hear we come! mightget into a futsal competion if enough people!!!! I NEED FOUR MORE!!! come on girl power.

I smile for you. ASHLEY rem what i said! FIRST LOVE =D HEY BABIES! I was made for loving you baby,you were made for loving me. The only way of loving me baby, is to pay a lovely fee. I love this song.=)it means a lot somehow.I can relate to it, oh and divine?I am happy that you got into jj and I am sure you will be fine there.just adjusting,things will go well,dont worry.SMILE : ).keep it cool like you always do and you always have me around your school.rhyming?HAHA.since you so near my place let me know and we can hook up and all :)I am so free anyway. you know sometimes you feel so much for a person but there's no absolute solid reason why? ITS JUST LIKE THAT. no reason why but you just feel like giving and giving and make sure all's well for that person. like him/her being good depends on you. I guess thats just love and such a connection. =) i have got few people in my life whom i feel about in this way. obvious? ALL WE NEED IS LOVE : ) This week has been okay. Alot of decision making and all. Late nights. bumming around. had to decide between JJ and mcm at np and decided not to appeal. That was the right choice. Knowing me and how I am like, I am glad I made the right decision but I like JJ. It gives me the same feeling like what ycss gave me but being practical it doesn't really work that way.alright here we go with all the story for this week.next week's still pretty blur.Still unable to find a job.I WANT PLAY NETBALL TOMORROW!anybody game for it? OH and my daughter(s) and son(s) shall be named(I LIKE): Ashkan.-my future bro-in-law.as if.LOL Jennie-my littlejoo Ashani- Abnore Annika-my classmate in sunnadal. Natasha Natalie Geraldine-reldi : ) Faith-adorable Lovelle. Joanne-divine : ) ashley-princess. Maria-miss ele. Leia-my L-ly. Arsalan- hahah that is if I dont marry him.LOL All these names are chosen not because they sound nice or something but because they mean a lot to me in one way or another and I would want to continue this special affair I have with them(the names) in the future by calling my son or daughter that because its just so : ))) pls!!! oh and they would have second names as well.So dont be surprised if anyone of you hear me calling my kids by your name. Seems like more girls than guys. BUT I LOVE KIDS.=D put me beside one and I forget the whole world.SO MAGICAL.: ) SATURDAY Went with papis and Kanch to the Indian temple in Waterloo street and the kuan Im temple? sorry of its spelt wrongly. yeah I had to get up like at 8 in the morning. Left my phone at home haha only to find out I had so many missed calls and msgs to reply to. went for church service at novena. I am a born hindu but I am telling you I felt so at home at novena. I think its because since young I have been accompanying my granny to church and all whenever she goes. Every Sunday to St Mary of the Angels at Bukit Batok and sometimes to Novena. I feel purified. THURSDAY To be or not to be, I mean to be in jc or not to be in jc.=( Lazed at home all day. was actually thinking whether or not to appeal to jj because I don’t know I somehow wished I did a levels and moreover I liked jj : ) the environment, the people, the culture. The only think stopping me was my issues on self-disciplinary. yeah that was what which was stopping me, igentiligen.-swedish..I mean just imagine if I dont even get my As acrossed.SCREWED LIKE HELL PLEASE! Det ar ju jatte folight.darfoer ticket inte jag!fy fan.Went for jjnight with my sister.and yes in the end I so made up my mind about appealing.SO FINAL. WEDNESDAY was my beloved Ashleys birthday. I WAS SO HAPPY and it wasnt even my birthday!!!(Leia, sounds like u on my birthday innit?) Hahahahhaa I got up late but left my place on time, making sure I took everything: My mp4, My phone, Ashleys memo stuff I did, The jay Chou vcd for Joey. What about what to wear? Haha I decided on my favourite pants; the brown leather pockets thing (from Dorothy Perkins) And that dark & light blue blouse thing which I like a lot:) loves the colour combo. Took the feeder service to Jurong east interchange and then took the train to clementi; My daily route to school when I was in MI. DÉJÀ VU PLS! Reached MI at 1.30.called in Ashley, she said she’ll be out only at 1.45. So I sat at that 77 bus stop. Looking at the different people coming out from MI. haha this was my place for the last few months not anymore. was just buying time by listening to music and replying the sms-es sent by queen and housey.MISS THEM A LOT PLS. haven seen them in a week. Then came 77 and the MI girl came down.hahaha that strong woman girl. I STOOD UP. Like wth? Hahaha and at the same time Ashley came out of school. This was so INDIAN MOVIE. Except no dancing but we just walked towards each other and hugged. Man I missed my friend so awfully much. haha catty was taking her own time at home “doing stuff for us” at home so we decided to go to clementi. I gave her the memo stuff. SHE FELL IN LOVE WITH IT. absolutely haha CAN GO GET MARRIED PLS. i think she was shocked with emotions inside her. TOUCHED.=D so we just chilled at Mcdonalds in clementi. Joanne said she was coming down to see us at the MRT station. The same with chun fen but she said she couldn’t come with us. went up to the control station. SAW Joanne : )hahaha she was in jj shirt.the BIKILA shirt. we talked over the card slotting machine thing. hahah luckily the didn’t chase us out. LOL I was so happy to see her. a friend I haven’t seen in a week but seemed like 10987654321 years.but my first impression of her was TAO-ism. All I could think was why she wasnt that friendly?just smile pls : )hahah her first impression of me must have been the total opposite la.ENTHU-ism.divine, you didn’t like me at first right?HAHAHAHAHHA.must have been.I FELT IT.our feeling abilities.LOL and divine,i am happy for you that you got to jj and i am sure you will be fine there,just adjusting,keep it cool and since you are so near my place let me know we can hook up and all.=) ANYHOW, we took the train all the way to orchard and then we dispersed as in Joanne went to far east to meet the BI-s and me chun chun and ash went on to eat at SCOTTS.PASTAMANIA.creamychicken. DEJA VU again pls.the first time our class people went out as a class.to cine and we ate at pasta mania : ) oh wells we crapeed there and Ashley kept talking pictures and the minute I mention someones name she goes..ah ah see see.eh Ashley that day your birthday so nevermind. Now not right? YOU’RE SO DEAD BABY!yeah the Bi-s came in later and sang her songs and all and we left.HAPPY DAY : )

Don't do this please.The more you tell this ,the more I become sad that I can't be beside you and the more it pains.

I'm in my own world, uncared for by anyone maybe except for chunfen cos we're going through the same thing I hate it all the same. i give so much.. yet : ( where are friends when you need them?*crys. I totally agree with you chun fen, I TOTALLY DO. TALK THE TALK. my MOV. Why does my heart cry?Feelings I cant fight!Your free to leave me but Just don't deceive me! And please believe me when I say I LOVE YOU. Ewan: Love is a many splendored thing, Love lifts us up where we belong, All you need is Love Nicole: Please, don't start that again Ewan: All you need is Love Nicole: A girl has got to eat Ewan: All you need is Love Nicole: She'll end up on the street Ewan:All you need is Love Nicole: Love is just a game Ewan:I was made for loving you baby, You were made for loving me Nicole: The only way of loving me baby, Is to pay a lovely fee Ewan:Just one night, Just one night Nicole:There's no way, Cause you can't pay Ewan:In the name of Love, One night in the name of Love Nicole:You crazy fool, I won't give in to you Ewan:Don't...leave me this way, I can't survive, Without your sweet Love, Oh baby, don't leave me this way Nicole: You'd think that people would have had enough of silly Love songs Ewan: I look around me, And I see it isn't so, no Nicole: Some people wanna fill the world with silly Love songs Ewan: Well, what's wrong with that? I'd like to know, Cause, here I go again! Love lifts us up where we belong, Where eagles fly on a mountain high. Nicole: Love makes us act like we are fools, Throw our lives away, For one happy day Ewan: We could be heroes, Just for one day Nicole: You, you will be mean Ewan: No, I won't Nicole: And I...I'll drink all the time Ewan: We should be lovers Nicole: We can't do that Ewan: We should be lovers, And that's a fact Nicole: Though nothing will keep us together Ewan: We could steal time, Just for one day Both:We could be heroes, Forever and ever, We could be heroes, Forever and ever, We could be heroes Ewan: Just because I will always Love You Nicole:I can't help loving you...How wonderful life is Both:Now, you're in the world Placido Domingo:La forza dell'amor ( the power/force of Love )

i want to blog! BUT ITS RAINING! and my whole fam is going down except my dad TO PLAY AND DANCE IN THE RAIN!!!! MY FAVOURITE! we were all DANCING AND JUMPING UP AND DOWN. including my MUM!!! I LOVE THE RAIN! : )

tjenashabaHALLO BABIES!=) pic commentary and msgs to my loves. DIVINE,PRINCESS&SAHIRAH feel free to scroll down and look. (sales assistant?)LOL.

motherly us?

I love this picture!!! she my cremamama. : )

my ebboqueen: ) i had so much of fun with her

we'll sch mates too!!! soccer here we come!

haha my divine SCANDAL.

My ALIKE-ness : )I love her to bits.

my 100bprincess.

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sunshine&rainbow.

you mean alot to me as well,my love!

SO EXCITING PLS!

The pictures bring me happiness and laughter but whatver happened yesterday and this morning make me : (((.i hated(ok hate is really a very strong word to use but..)partings.I dont know they say people always come and go

can people just COME& NOT GO?very painful.

it pain-ed soooo much to leave my loves at KAP.do u have any idea how diffcicult it was to just pack my stuff.yes a simple task of putting my wallet and stuff into my big rugged PUMA.alot of emotions and force. yes I may appear happy and all but i do that so you guys can go on smiling,

I hate to see people SAD and thats basically why I'm almost always SMILING.I LIVE TO SEE PEOPLE HAPPY.my life motto and my CARPE DIEM!

every move i made,from packing my stuff,going to the toilet,going to one by one to hug..

MY HEART JUST SANK FUTHUR&FUTHUR as i hugged one by one and while we exchaged whispers.

the love was unbearable and when it came to the last two,MY HEART SANK. but i had to stand strong.I pledged to be in the ANTI-CRying campaign. SEEING CFC cry, i almost melted but I tilted my head and prevented the tears from flowing.anguish.

ITS when i left them and went to the bus stop and set when I teared.(even now..I CANT HELP IT).

TODAY.

MY DIVINE.you know how I go helpless when people are sad orstart crying.ACtually I dont go helpless,I feel helpless.I was stupefied in front of my comp and i prolonged the convo by asking cause i dont know..

I didnt want you to be hurt..that fast.

but anyhow it was out innit?I STILL FEEL BAD.dont know why.be strong my other half.HURHURHUR.and hopefully the appealing thig with IJ went well.I dont know about the beginning but i'm postive aboutthe ending of all this : ) I LOVE YOU,divine : )

My princess.heart sank when i talked to u over the phone and imelted when i heard ur words.(haha do we sound lovey dovey?LOL)its damn dumb I tell you.I WAS worried about you.AWeful lot.

The two people I am most comfortable with and in love with(HAHAHAHAHHA LOL pls)were sad and I just couldn help but feel that I had to do somthing to make it right and make them happy again!LOVE i guess for my lovely friends : )

sahirah darls,u too pls.I think i nearly died in that mass convo this morn.yeah u guys might be like,"umm this girl got her 1st choice innit?so why is she being all sad?"

THEY ARE MY FRIENDS!

I feel their laughter,their happiness,their sadness.

their EVERYTHING for the simple reason that

they are my friends and I love them.

awfully lot.

"And if you say, this life ain't good enough I will give, my world to lift you up. I can change, my life to better suit your mood. cos you're so SMOOTH". so emo pls! sch's been okay. WE ACTUALLY SLEPT FOR AN HOUR. hurhurhur. I slept on DIVINE's bag and there was something very very hard on the surface I was sleeping? but anyhow was too tired to even bother. so SMOOTH. 280206. went in to school late. suppose to meet up with divine,princess to take 173 but in the end I went to school alone. no mood at all. then met up wth them, it was so nice to see sahirah after a long time. I MISSED HER.alot. DIVINE had some troubles so she came in later. 8 of us played basketball.: )) it was okay but way hilarious really. so bimbotic"AHHHHHHH". LOL. my pretty girl was in school and she kinda asked during PE. she had the look like she wanted to talk but paisehness kicked in, i think. hurhurhurhur. then chilled at the canteen and my divine walked in. we were suppose to tao her but CANNOT. so difficult!=) she's too nice. chilled till one plus,ciara's mum came to get her. so then me,divine&princess walked down with no direction or whatsoever as to where we were going but we walked down then decided to take 173 to clememti,drink bubble tea and then they leave to pasir ris and me to jp. so we walked uphill again and sat at the bus stop and just talked. it was nice talking to the two people whom I feel the most comfortable with. HEAVEN.:) then we got off the bus and we were walking past this water fountain thingy and u know i've always found it amusing and wanted to like walk across it.I told divine. she was like,"I DARE YOU!" and i went..all the way.shoes became wet. adrenalin started kickin' in. DIVINE TOO came after but she almost fell at the starting. then we bought our bubble teas. i had ice kanchang: ) princess-green apple & divine strawberry milk tea. then we had toilet trips like so many times. DIVINE said stuff which made my heart melt. (princess u 'll be like thinking,everybody melts ur heart right?hahha) i am so happy to have met you, divine. : ) LIKE I TOLD YOU, its soooooo sooo difficult to find someone who's 99.9999999977% like you and that's my you. its like i have another me somehow. I LOVVEEE you! carpe diem, I LIKE TOO my DIVINE : ) hahahaha =))))